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Tuesday, December 10th, 2013
11:12 pm - It's been...a long time
So...per request of a friend who I just added as a friend I am going to update!
This will be brief because really I should already be asleep. But I am currently reading all my old entries (I started this journal in 2002 and I posted crazy amounts like the crazy teenager I was.) It's been interesting.

If I still have other friends out there in the LJ world I hope you are well! <3

current mood: nostalgic

(3 Dreamers | Fill me with hope…)

Monday, October 19th, 2009
6:58 pm - *Random facts*
My Saturday night:
1 shot of 151, 2 shots of vodka, 1 shot of baileys, 1 shot of tequila, 2 pomegranate martini's. And I didn't throw up, huzzah!

Dinner time conversation:
Dad: You're just a social butterfly just like your mother, she's going to the Berkshires tomorrow.
Me: Really? For how long?
Mom: Just for the day.
Dad: To see an axe murderer.
Me: What?!
Mom: He's not an axe murderer, he just had a mental break down.

OooOoo the joy of life haha.

About me:
I love my friends. I'm doing well. My temporary job is most enjoyable. Oh and I totally put a ducky into some time capsule my mom is doing =D

Life is good.

current mood: content

(2 Dreamers | Fill me with hope…)

Thursday, April 23rd, 2009
8:32 pm - *Small rant*
Wklnslkgoholho;egh;aweyae;bnwsgio;hwa;otghghiophdghlvholghioweg;aweghnklnkl' this darn Tuesday night class just getting all up in the way of EVERYTHING.


Rawr rawr.

Djklgjopwejhopetyhio;wegmnksdgbvhioseghoghio;awgjhawghioaweghio stupid me having stupid thoughts and feelings and crap to make crap in my brain in thinking and stuff and RAWR.


I probably should be doing work...

current mood: blah

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Friday, April 10th, 2009
4:12 pm - *Breakage*
So far at home I've done laundry, watched TV, fall asleep on the couch, started to relive my past by watching Lizzie McGuire episodes, and gone to the U of H to register for the class.
What I should be doing is a research paper, a research power point, an essay, working on a final, reading for classes, a cornell box and apparently learn how to write a perfect resume since a book on how to do so was left outside my door this morning.

Yay for Easter break...though there is still time, I do have some sort of hope.


current mood: lazy

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Tuesday, April 7th, 2009
11:29 pm - *Hahaha...ha...oh...*
First update since a while and it is to say I'll be graduating on the 17th and starting class on the 21rst. (Though it isn't absolute yet...)

...Yay summer?


current mood: undecided

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Monday, March 9th, 2009
10:09 am - *Boredish I suppose*
A recent study by the Institute for American Values, a nonpartisan think tank in New York City, indicates that married African American women are less healthy than their single sisters.
Marriage is for White People
That kind of makes me sad...

And I forgot my book...darn.

Rain, rain, go away.

current mood: tired

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Wednesday, March 4th, 2009
8:12 am - *Stupid senior year causing reflection*

I've finally started getting into Ender's Game and I like it a lot *nods*

Life makes me laugh.

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Wednesday, February 25th, 2009
2:29 am - *Time*
I don't really have much to say outside of Baby went amazingly and I'm glad I was able to work on it.

And tonight was just phenomenal. Senior night game, at least for the basketball team. And they were amazing. And they beat Pitt, who is or was or probably still is anyway number one in the Big East line up. Just for the last home game, of my entire college career, in terms of men's basketball...it was just...great. So great. And I'm glad that there was a mix up with the Senior nights otherwise I would have had to be in class at the time. I just hope that the last hockey game goes well.

Kind of makes me sad that now we speak in lasts. But that's what Senior year does I suppose. It's just crazy to think that soon pep band will be over and I'll probably never play a saxophone again.

And then scene night was pretty amazing too. So much talent. I'm jealous.

Okay. Goodnight.

Do the motion.

current mood: sleepy

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Friday, February 6th, 2009
10:17 am - *Har har*
In light of Livejournal sending me a message saying "Yay! Happy 10th Birthday!" I'm going to reflect back to the fact that I've almost had this thing for 9 years. That's absolute craziness. I can't even recall my draw to it in the first place, or who was like omg! Go get one! Cause I'm sure I didn't get it on my own. But yeah. Wow. Probably not the best documentation or anything, but a part of my life has been documented for almost 9 years now. And that's a lot.
The sad thing is, that outside of my style of speech used in writing entries, I don't really think I've changed much at all. Is it good to be consistent? Or should I make more of an effort to change? Ah well. More or less I am content. More than less I'm not really thinking about the terrible downfall that is ahead of me. Now, in this last semester, I can barely think about the next week, and I'm really okay with that. Day to day is challenge enough.
In the end...I don't really have anything to do today, outside of be lethargic, but not as completely zombie like as I have been in the past. Hence why I'm currently doing absolutely nothing while at work, but be on the computer, and update my livejournal. *nods*

This is what you get when you let your heart win.

current mood: lethargic

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Tuesday, January 27th, 2009
2:02 am - *And to top off this lovely day*
There are frickin dish commercials all over where Adult Swim should fucking be.

Really PC?

current mood: angry

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Sunday, January 25th, 2009
11:43 am - *Fuck yeah!*
So, I was just on facebook and in the corner was an add "Do you know System of a Down? If so take this quiz and win a free ringtone download." So I was like, why not, System of a Down is pretty much my favorite band ever, I'll take this quiz. But I mean, I'm no longer on the obsession level I used to be. Bottom line is, I totally aced that quiz =D Though sure, it probably wasn't all that difficult, but there are somethings the average person wouldn't know.

So even though the rest of this day may be filled with unhappy work doing, at least it started off on a good note =)


current mood: pleased

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Wednesday, January 21st, 2009
8:01 am - *Day number two of the end*
I have successfully completed my first day of classes, which over all wasn't too hard to bare. I have reading due today which I, of course, have not finished. But I'm hoping it will be alright. And at least I'll have it in front of me to skim through if need be.
Hrmm...though I guess when I say successfully I mean that I've woken up on time and gotten to my classes on time...I have yet to go to the gym, because I didn't plan it right. But next Tuesday for sure =D today I dunno...I suppose it depends on if we go to Mira or not. I am pretty tired thought. But that's why I'm awake! I have time to run into Ray and get some coffee, hopefully it will help...since last year regular coffee did nothing for me...and I'm sure Ray doesn't have random shots of espresso laying around.
So I'm hoping for a successful day today too, with have decent classes. I at least hear that two of my teachers are good and I know what Norma is like haha. Ooh, how interesting this class shall be.
Dore is having crazy heat issues, at least in my room. Last year it was perfect. Now it's crazy. Blah. Oh well. I still have unpacking and cleaning to do in my room...shows you how much free time I have/how lazy I am at life.
This Baby man...it takes a lot of time. Who knew? And I'm surely not ready for Anime stuff...but I suppose I just have to throw myself at it and hope for the best.

Yeah...I needs me some coffee...though I have apple juice...and it is amazing.

current mood: tired

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Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
7:19 am - *I thought of doing this last night*
Last night being like 1:30 a.m. Writing my before the first day of school post.
Mostly I am not prepared. My room is still kind of messy and unorganized which doesn't help with my concentrating purposes. I don't have any notebooks, which I should have taken from home from free. But I have time between my two classes today to hit up a dollar store of sorts. Cause I like being cheap =D I still have clothes in my car that I need to put in my room.
I'm tired already, which means I'll need lots of caffeine. I really want to not fall asleep in classes this year. Tomorrow will be the true test...8:30 class. Yikes, oh well. I hope it will be enjoyable. And I hope it doesn't result in me using all my Friarbucks on coffee in the morning to stay awake in that class haha. Maybe I can think of some other plans...cause I like having friarbucks for things.
Alright. I think I've babbled enough. I'll be off to shower now and then work. I do like my work place. So I think Tuesday is a good way to start *nods*
This will surely be a semester of complications, but I'm going to try and keep my head up and stay positive. =D

And so it's the beginning of the end.

current mood: tired

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Saturday, January 17th, 2009
12:36 am - *Hmmm*
I have now finished with Coupling. And I can no agree how Oliver just do not cut is as Jeff. He mostly made me sad inside. Jeff is amazing. I also don't know if I like it ending on the internal monologue of Steve...but oh well. It's still a good series =)
For not really doing much of anything here in the good ol state of Rhode Island I think I've been doing pretty well. I've got to see pretty much everyone except Carlos lol. I've gone into the office and I got free food. I went to Mirabar. I've played Little Big Planet. I've even cleaned a bit and washed dishes. I mean really, what does Brandon expect with leaving me alone in his messy room =P
But Little Big Planet is a lot of fun. If I were a super videogame master I probably would be a lot better at it haha. But I feel like it's the kind of game I want to sit back and enjoy and play over and over. It's really all so cute you don't realize there are in fact things to kill you.
And now thanks to Coupling all my thoughts are with a British accent.
And sadly, classes start soon. And I've been stupid on books. I hope it doesn't hurt me too bad. I'm willing to go to the bookstore to skim it haha. Oooh...maybe if I search hard enough it's somewhere online too? *sigh* Stupid buying books. I think college should be like high school where they just give it to you for free to use and return. AND if you want to keep it (or end up destroying it) then you can buy it. Blah.

I like apple juice...

current mood: content

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Monday, January 12th, 2009
2:37 pm - *Communication*
I feel haven't used this icon in a while for a post...I suppose it's because I've been such a cold and bitter person inside my heart lately. But no one can deny the love between Yuki and Shuichi. I really kind of like their love story. I should rewatch it some day =)

Anyway. It all started on that day that Kirstin invited a bunch of people to her house. If only she were a guy or I were a lesbian. Hey, what's up? Watching TV. Nothing of the utmost importance. You? Waiting for you to come over a be bored with me.
I mean really. I thought it was the cutest invite ever. So, the game plan didn't seem to be to do anything. Which turned out to be one of the most fabulous nights I've had in a while, since for almost a week I was just chillin on the couch watching TV. And well reading. So it was just Kirstin, Val, Chelsea and I for a while and we were just talking. That's it. No ultimate goal of going out and doing something or watching a movie. Just talking. And it was cool. And then three new fellers to myself came and the talking just continued. No awkward silence of new people meeting new people. It was really nice and funny and the like. And you know me, I enjoy any situation where I get to be around straight men haha. Not that I don't love my gay men =P
So after that night of hanging out all the other nights of hanging out afterward involved not doing much of anything but sitting around talking. And I just like the openness to go on and on about random things and serious things just building up good bonds between new people and old friends.

I think it's because when I was younger I talked on the phone a lot. Like, it's all I ever did. And I don't really use my phone to talk to people just to talk, unless it's through text messages. But it doesn't really count =P So babble babble babble that's all I ever really seem to do. But I enjoy it lots =) And more people should call me just to talk *nods* =P

current mood: pleased

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Friday, January 9th, 2009
5:45 pm - *Thinking about some resolutions*
So now that I'm finished with New Moon, I've decided one of my resolutions should be to read on a regular basis for pleasure. Not for awhile on this saga though, since Eclipse seems to be not in paper back yet, and from hearsay I'm not really looking forward to it. But reading for pleasure is something I haven't really stuck to while at school, so now I'm making it a resolution.
Another one being to exercise on a regular basis. And to do well grade wise this semester. Though it will be a lot tougher than last semester, I've still got to keep my head up.

I'm caught up on a webcomic that I started reading last semester. It started in 2000 and now I am all up to date. It's pretty exciting. Though now I have less things to do on the internet...which I suppose isn't a bad thing.
I've been thinking about writing some. But then again I always do. But reading always puts me in the mood to write. Ideas just fill my head. Maybe I will, maybe I won't. I haven't decided whether or not I want to paper and pen it or type it, which is currently a huge road block. Both have their perks.

Right! Feel free to suggest books to me. Especially if they're of the teenaged romance type, cause I openly admit to liking them. Or anything of the psychological or mystery variety. Or just super awesome. Current book: One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Next book: The Secret Life of Cee Cee Wilks.

I'm a strange one. I know.

current mood: hungry

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Tuesday, January 6th, 2009
12:14 am - *Story time!*
So. A couple weeks ago my mom made this giant pancake thing for breakfast, which is wonderful. We used to have pancakes every Sunday, then South Beach happened, and well that equals no pancakes. So I haven't used syrup in the house till that day and I was like oh, I don't know if it will be good. My dad says it should be fine. And it was, wonderful. Cause it was yummy.
So then for Christmas my mom gets waffle mix and she says oh darn, I don't have a waffle iron. So for her birthday so in/conveniently near Christmas I get her a waffle maker (For $10 by the way =P). And after much debate on when it would be used, it's decided that I would make dinner tonight with it. Which is fine. And so my dad says you should check and make sure you have syrup. I was like, that's crazy, of course I still have syrup, I barely used it the last time.
But you see, this is were divine intervention steps in. Before going shopping I do check to see how much syrup I have left. I open the cabinet to find that the cap is no longer on my syrup, and I'm thinking well that's stupid, why would I do that. I'm pretty sure I didn't, but oh well. So I'm thinking, well it's probably moldy now or something. And I look in and I see what I just automatically assume is mold...but then I start to look at it more (it's a Mrs. Butter's worth bottle, if that helps you imagine this better, cause I know you wanna) and there I realize that it's not mold at all....it's two dead mice in the syrup bottle. Yes. You heard me correctly. Two. Dead. Mice.
Most disturbing thing of my life. Yeah. Or at least my break. How they got in there, we don't know. I found the bottle standing straight up, not knocked over at all or anything. My dad found the cap in the cabinet too. So yeah. I dunno.
Thought I'd share! =D

Get out of my dreams...please?

current mood: okay

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Saturday, January 3rd, 2009
10:21 am - *Dreams*
It would be nice if this cold weather would stop being so dry. It's becoming too often that I attack my nose in the middle of the night and wake up with dried blood. I could probably invest in something, but it would probably take up electricity and I'm doing my best to avoid that, like using my space heater. I've never not used my space heater cause my room is the coldest room in the house, but I've decided that, in least that small regard, I'm going to be more electricity conscious.
And I keep having these dreams that make me so happy on the inside. Then I wake up and I'm like darn it. Except for that one dream where I was eating food and Chelsea kept running her fingers through it, as if to taste it, but she was wearing fuzzy gloves and it was pissing me off. So I said "Really Chelsea? You can stop now," and she replied "It's no big deal, I'm wearing gloves." I ended up waking away in anger and most of my food fell to the floor. But other dreams, like one before the New Year was about me running into Jon and us becoming friends again. And then just last night I had a dream that I somehow got a boyfriend and I was happy, I can't really remember much outside of thinking "Oh man, he might get angry if he looks at my facebook and sees I'm in a relationship with Brandon." But mostly I was thinking "Yay! I get to be in an actual relationship on facebook."
Yeah...I'm a stranger dreamer.
Today is my mom's birthday. Whooo.

Warm weather welcome.

current mood: cold

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Thursday, January 1st, 2009
9:27 pm - *Side note*
Lucy in In The Land of Women is also Bella in Twilight. Craziness. Also craziness that New Moon is in pre-production and akaed Twilight 2.
Also crazy that a character in Twilight was also in Buffy and Veronica Mars.
And I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall today, which also has Veronica in it.
I'm just being movieful today.

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Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
3:53 am - *Oooh Degrassi*
Apparently they're in Season 8 now. Which I'm almost totally against. But I will continue to watch with hope. Only right now they have a sucky opening and seem to be recycling things. I meant to bring my old seasons home with me, so I could marathon it over break maybe. But I left it at school. Like my DS. Which only sucks a little, cause now is the best time to play my DS. Ah well. Maybe if I do go back to visit early I can stop by my room and grab those things. Though really I have plenty of things to entertain myself I may not need to. Especially since being home means being able to download things. And I have plenty on my external to watch. Mmmm anime. And well, catching up on less than par Degrassi.

Tonight I watched three movies: Major Payne, Zodiac, and Baby's Day Out.
I love being home and with On Demand. I plan to do more movie watching. Maybe more so random alone than with company. Though I guess even with company those were some random picks lol. But still enjoyable.

And then it snowed. Which was nice and pretty for the most part =) Then I had to clean it off my car lol. But that's fine.

Hopefully I'll get to do some hanging out with Heather tomorrow, cause that would be super nice =) And then I can finally finish that scarf for Elsa. Maybe even think of new things to do.

I <3 Mike's

current mood: optimistic

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